It's Been Strange how I ues to be able to draw as a kid. Now every thing I do turns to shit. I have all these ideas in my head. How I would do some thing or how it will look. But when I try to put it on paper it looks like just another failed attempt... out of a billion others. I ues to be so proud of my ablity to draw as a kid. Its what made me, me. The one thing I was good at. That I liked to do. Now I cant seem to do it any more like I out grew it. Or just lost it. Im so fustrated, I want so badly to just be able to make whats I can vision again. its been so long since I was able to just make any thing. Every year that goes by I relize how untalented iv become. How im ending up like my mom and aunt. They were talented once, good at some from of art, and never uesed it. They lost it, like I am now some times I wonder if I should go to school for it. I ues to belive that if you had talent the natural kind.( (like me) You didnt need it. Now im 21 and the last time I drew anything was 2 years ago. Its the most progresive peace of work iv managed so far. I'm starting to think maybe a change is what I need and if I go back to school try perhaps it might sparks something and help me ....